SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS.
monsters. =D
TY . and . HY =))

theBUTT.theASS

wanted to blog yesterday but i didn't have photos. so its time to blog now! finally i got to meet up with the two monsters. we had so much fun and laughter together. especially dinner at carl jr. laugh my ass off. hahaha. anyway, that spongebob will be ty's xmas present. haha. he was so tempted to buy and i think he shld buy. btw, ass got a top. i love the top that he bought. its was chosen by me. not only that, its very HIM! ty still laugh at me la. when i show me that top. haha=P

some random photos. anyway, some people say only ass will play the slide. in the end he himself also play with me. hahaha.

firstly, spongebob squarepants. teckyong's favorite. he was playing with it all the way! hahaha. he look so kiddy at that moment.

secondly, the two monster. chilling out at starbuck. i insist that they shld take photo. i guess its their first photo? haha. it look nice. =))

thirdly, teckyong and me. while waiting for someone to visit the toilet. ty is tall! =D

lastly, teckyong is the one who likes to take photo of people sharing secret. =D

thats all folks! i enjoyed the day with them! more will come i guess! heard that? monsters! =)

THE PROCESS OF EATING GREEN PEAS

BEFORE
EATING IN PROCESS
AFTER blogging time. i didn't know what photo to upload. so i decided to upload the process of eating the green peas. teckyong hate it the most. he named it as green hairy thing. i ate up the whole plate on my own. cool huh. whahaha=))

anyway, another slacking day for me. tmw i will be going down to town to get some stuffs and meeting up the ass-es at vivo. cool. finally, there is a meet up session. hope there will be photo to upload tmrw. nothing much alrdy. its 230am now. goosh. its a boring day.

life is of lies. tell me what is true. i have doubts in everything. guide me thru and clear my doubts. anyone?

15 . 12 . 2005. i love to take such photos for them=))

the week was fine. love thursday the most and hate today the most. thursday i went to sakae buffet with teckyong. i swear i love sushi buffet. simply nice. gossip session with him but too bad one ass is not around. anyway, hope tuesday meeting up will be a successful one.

TODAY. i got so much things to complain. firstly, i help qingdian to get his jacket. at least i am contented cos i get for him alrdy. things to complain now. the new uniform is super duper UGLY! in a nutshell, topshop will never give nice uniform! =X after wearing that i feel so uneasy, not only that. today is the 25th! ONE MORE MONTH to xmas! but! my shop is wearing xmas cap alrdy. goosh! UGLY! thats all. haha.

one of the tag made me dig out my memory. i gave it up as i didnt have tym to commit to it. i did regret during that tym. as for now, i don't know how i feel. maybe i feel happy as some of them are serving the unit. so i don't have any regrets. i hope the unit will become better and those memories will be an important and best chapter of my life. =)

when your hands are unable to carry too many stuffs, try to let them down one by one and when its tym to let go, never try to hold it back.

what do you see behind this smile? behind the smile i am torn apart.

can you see that?

i have doubts it everything and everyone.

i trust no one.

including myself.

lies that were told.

empty promises that were made.

i am numb.

lie to me if you wish.

make empty promises if you want.

on the surface i might look good, but behind that smile what will you see.

every night i will end my night with a frown.

what kind of life am i having.

more to come,more to go.

nightmares live within me.

*TAKE ME AWAY

GIRLFRIENDS. a funny photo. =D

went vivo with biling and meet up the rest at pepper lunch for dinner. dinner was okie. after that was some chit-chat session at mac. the rest went home while i went kbox with jocelyn and shijia. kaixang and serene came later. we sang till 3 and chill till 6plus. got home at 630 and went straight to bed. dead beat.

woke up for work today. its a quiet night at suntec. nothing much.

*white lies can be cruel. don ever lie.

HUI YING . and . KOBAYASHI
(both of us were so shy. =P)THE DAY; from HIGH to LOW and LOW to HIGH! =))
am in the morning shift. was supposed to meet ty and ass at town. in the end ass cant make it so we called off the meeting. called my mum to ask where is she. she was going to sakura with dad, godfather cum family and their working friends. i was like. wth. you guys are going to sakura w/o me! hahaha. mum jst kept quiet and godfather was asking who's that on the line. mum told him its was me and he asked me to cab down and he will pay for my cab fare. cool! so i cab down to tampines at $16.50. goosh. anyway, godfather give me 20 bucks for cab fare. cool=))

reach there around 8 and i saw denson and my meimei. i ate for half an hour and i stop. can't take it anymore. so went up to the super mini arcade with them. we played the very old school soccer thingy whereby the man will turn and turn and turn. its so fun! it reminds me of derek, cx, fusheng and ben. we will play that and laugh loudly together when we have break in between our meeting. =)

after that went back to sakura and rot. suddenly i notice one of the guy. he is the youngest and he look cute in real life. hahaha. i was so curious about him and i asked godfather so many question. in the end godfather brought his drink next to me and made him sit nxt to me! omg. the both of us were blushing like tomatoes! we did have some small chat. his name is kobayashi. cool. i got new friend =) the old old colleague even tear kobayashi's number out for me can. while taking photos the both of us were blushing. goosh. hahaha. among the 3 photos, this is the best =) both of us were shy. i am trying hard to smile while he is very very shy!

thats all for today.

*WHEN YOU GET TO LOSE SOMETHING, YOU WILL GET SOMETHING BACK IN RETURN.

MR SUNSHINE. THE MAN. but he didn't make it last night. final score arsenal 3, liverpool 0.

hmmm. monday blues? not really. went down to tampines mall to get the remote change. went down to bugis to get some stuff. the last stop was sun tec. alicia told my mum all the nonsense man. goosh. anyway, my mum allows me to go go hk with her. no doubts. i was over the moon. still, i don't dare to put in high hope. lets cross our finger and pray that sham will give us leave. mean TY is hoping that i wun get my leave. MEAN ASS! anyway, sham ask me to work 6 days like the past. i guess he got not enough stuffs. so i agree to it. i need money. haa =P

afternoon shift tmrw. so dead! tym to say GOODNIGHT! =)

* TAKE ME AWAY.

no photos to post. jst feel like blogging but i dono what to say. i am jst bored. nobody is online. the usual ppl that i tok to are all offline. what a lonely and boring night. finally tmrw i am off! yes. tmrw and tuesday. i guess i will jst slack all the way again.

watson is selling pooh and friends. they look cute la. hahaha. one ass and one ty say going to catch my husband pooh for me but till today we haven even go out and chill together. hahaha. lousy. lets cross our finger and pray that we will meet this wednesday whereby ass wun forget about it and ty wun put me aeroplane.

friday i will be meeting up with my girlfriends for dinner at pepper lunch. cool. also pray that they wun forget. hahaha.

as for shijia and jocelyn; tue i can but shijia cannot. we shall see!

right now. arsenal scored one alrdy. ooh man. what is my man gerrard is doing. hahaha. but am not watching it as my cable is in my mum room. so boring!

*Don't go for looks it can deceive; don't go for wealth - even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile coz' only a smile makes a dark day seem bright.

SO GO FOR MR SUNSHINE. MR SUNSHINE GOES WELL WITH MS SUNSHINE LIKE ME. whahahah =P

HUIYING =))
best news of the week: NO RE-ASSESSMENT FOR US! cool! holiday is here. but my holiday seems to be boring. i am looking forward to next month. xmas is coming and i really wan to go oversea! hahahaha. this year must buy quite a number of present i guess. hahaha. one year is gone. time flies. anyway. i saw watson selling pooh and friends. its so nice. goosh. hahaha. anyway, tym for bed. GOODNIGHT!

* YESTERDAY IS THE HISTORY; TODAY IS THE PRESENT AND TMRW WILL BE A GIFT =)

no photos. i'm bored. yes. i am having holiday now but i am bored! working and slacking at home is simply boring. everybody is schooling whereby i am having holiday. tmrw am in the afternoon shift. sucky shift. was in the morning shift today. how good can it be whereby i reached home at 830pm! i came home straight after work. no life at all. i waited for my holiday like shit but i am complaining now. so confused. i don feel like working anymore. i dono why. hais. 1 more month to go and it mark my one year of working life in topshop. time flies.

rmb i typed down a list of things that i wanted to buy on the 24 sept, i bought 4 out of 6! haa. goosh. my nike shoe, havaianas flip flop, belt from polo and vcd! woah. cool. i watched finish the show alrdy. its not a bad show. =)

i hope O level exam will be over soon. so that i can meet derek!
this friday there will be briefing for post assessment and re-assessment. i hope i wun kenna re-assessement. most prob i will. pray hard for me!

i want to meet GIRLFRIENDS for window shopping or dinner at pepper lunch. SHIJIA and JOCELYN for kbox, sushi buffet and dinner at pepper lunch also. TEH TECKYONG and CHAN JUN HON for some slacking session or window shopping. ALICIA ISABEL (though i see her during work tym) i wan to meet her for a day of shopping! DEREK AND for some chit-chat cum catch up session!

*IF YOU FEEL IT IN YOUR HEART AND YOU UNDERSTAND STOP BY WHERE YOU ARE EVERYBODY SING ALONG WITH ME.

LOVEs=) i love his voice.
i got a call from school saying about assessment stuff. post assessment briefing at 5pm and re-assessment briefing as 6pm. what a great tym. darn. i guess i have to re-do. ass.

i got plan for tmrw. wanted to go vivo city cos i am off but sham ask me to work as suhaila is am mc. fine. shall go and earn some money for myself. actually today they ask me to go down. they cant get me so they got ruz down instead of me. hahaha. the reason they cant get me is bcos i off my phone and i wake up at 1? whahahah. my way; my style. =))


my nick:
HUIYING-left with nothing
her reply:
((: ` sJia-* Ich liebe meine Mädchen-
IF YOURE LEFT WITH NOTHING DEN IM NOTHING

she knows me well =) simple love sJia! hahaha.

pampered child.

* MY MOVIE IS NOT AS INTERESTING AS THE PAST ANYMORE.

A RAY OF LIGHT. LEADING ME TO NO WHERE.

i guess my two months plan will be gone. i ate pizza during my break, drank starbuck after work. goosh. but i didnt spend a single cent at all! hahahaha. tats the best. pizza was bought by alicia's nice boyfriend while martin and friend treated me, ruz and deedat drinks. cool=) but, i got myself a nike shoe. my pocket is having a hole now. i better save up before january comes. yeah.

*ONCE ITS GONE, IT WILL BE GONE FOREVER. NOTHING LAST FOREVER AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ANYMORE.

GOAL. whats my goal?

i was bothered over some stuffs yesterday. was station at the entrance and i started to stare into space. lots of pictures and things were flowing into my mind. i don't know why. ask me not to think about it, i just cant stop myself from thinking as i was having too much tym at the entrance. dumb. wad did i do to deserve such thing. its so unfair. f*ck.

today is such a nice day. slack thru out the whole day. what i did was watch tv and sleep. goosh. its super duper slack. had dinner near parkway parade. the dinner was okie. but the feeling of having dinner with the whole family is great. =) fortunate to have such family. even my aunt also say i am pampered child. am i? hahahaha. i don't think so. ooopss

*The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.

i guess all the trust and believes are gone now..

WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND.

yes. everything might happens for a reason. i strongly believe that. the things that you said i cant take it. as i wasn't the girl that you had mention. i didn't know how to react and what to do. no matter what i did i just keep quiet. behind the stage did you get to see what i did for you? no! not at all! all you saw was just the surface. things that i did. did you say anything? not at all. all the good ones i did, did you mention it before? i guess no. i put in effort to plan something for you. but in the end i guess you still prefer the others. you said i got new friends and i put you aside. i dare to say i never. no matter how busy i was i try to text you and call you. you may say all this are bullshit. but its not. whenever you are down i will be there, but on the other hand, when i am down will you be there? so be it? do bother? i don't know. let nature take its course. i took the initiative. how about you.

*BEHIND THE SMILE WHAT DO YOU SEE.
INSIDE MY HEART ITS TEARING. DO YOU KNOW?